S/T EP

Nowhere Nothing

the engine's off 

the buzzing lights intensify the silence 

no one can hear us now 

we are nowhere, we are nothing 

this is it 

this is the end 

take my hand 

we'll go out together 

close your eyes 

we'll take the first step at the same time 

into that dark unknown 

beyond these bulbs 

if we ever emerge again 

think of what we'll tell them 

when we were nowhere, we were nothing

Baby Won’t You

i was walking minding my own business

listening to my headphones

and feeling alright

the sun was shining

and i was daydreaming

about the rest of my afternoon when i heard you say

baby won’t you smile for me

the arrogance of thinking that i’m just out here for you

that i got dressed for you

went to the store for you

so you’d have something to look at 

so you’d have someone to smile at you

so i could validate your existence at the expense of my own

so don’t try to tell me your gun isn’t fucking loaded ‘cause you still brought it out to scare me

and i don’t need your comments or your so called compliments so please won’t you fucking spare me

when you are your friends scream at me from your open car window 

when i’m just trying to ride my bike

it’s not alright

i was walking 

the sun was shining

and i turned the volume up but i still heard you say

baby won’t you smile for me

i just wanna good night

can i ride with you, you wanna ride with me

Afternoon

i rode all afternoon

through the mist to be with you

and i never stopped to think what i would find

in the corner of your room 

the most tell-tale sign

that though i was always yours you weren’t always mine

you looked into my eyes

and you didn’t tell me lies

it was the one thing i could never fault you on

so i got back on my bike 

and went back the way i came

and even then i knew i’d still be back again

I Don’t Mind

it's understood

we are not good

i don't mind

and if i could

you know i would

i don't mind

i'm trying to figure how

we got so lost now

i don't mind

the rain's coming down

if we both drown

i won't mind

he holds out his arms

no cause for alarm

i don't mind

it could be so warm

protected from the storm

i don't mind

we'll walk away

there's nothing left to say

out of time

i don't mind

First Sight

do you remember when we had our first fight

we got so mad but then we turned out the light

and in the darkness it was just us again

and none of the ugly words 

that tried to turn us from friends

do you believe in love at first sight?

and do you ever wish you could forget that first night

you made me believe in love at first sight

and how love at first sight well it isn’t always right

if i could do it all again i’d wanna do everything different

but i don’t think that we could have

done anything, anything different

do you believe in love at first sight

and do you ever wish you could forget that first night

from now on i’m gonna shut my eyes tight

Sunrise

do you wanna watch the sunrise with me 

let's go out and see what we can see 

we can go out and get lost in this city 

and try to find our way home 

do you wanna watch the sunrise together 

we don't have to wait for warmer weather 

we can feel like we'll live forever 

and never worry about home 

tell me what you're thinking about 

let me in let me take you out 

we'll never know unless we try 

could be your girl and you be my guy 

so do you wanna watch the sunrise with me 

let's go out and see what we can see 

we can go out and get lost in this city 

try to find our way home 

do you wanna watch the sunrise together 

we don't have to wait for warmer weather 

we can feel like we'll live forever 

and never worry about home

Fall Back Down

if we fall back down

how far down will we go

will we catch ourselves on a ledge

will we try to climb back up

will we ever get our footing

will we have to start from the beginning

i won’t let you leave me down here alone

where there’ll be no escape

if you try to climb back out

i’ll drag you back by your ankles

cavernous echoes and long unending passages

we have to start from the beginning

so if we fall all the way back down i’m taking you with me

if we have to be underground, then i don’t wanna do it alone

everything’s coming down around us crumbling at the slightest touch

take my hand, we’ll go out together

Credits:

all songs written by elise okusami

all instruments played by elise okusami or mike okusami
recorded, mixed, and mastered by mike okusami except vocals and guitar on track 2 recorded by elise okusami

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